Nicole's Enduring Memories

2011 Flashbacks

2012-01-01T02:04:00.016+08:00

I was a spy. I was vulnerable and fearless at the same time. The combination was irresistible. At one point, there was a train storming towards me. And then I became a Hollywood star. My name was Bella Swan. Things went slightly wrong when I realized that my boyfriend was Justin Bieber. I wasn't so sure..

The frantic excitement was overwhelming as I heard firecrackers taking over the night sky. I opened my eyes. It didn't take me a long time to convince myself that I was dreaming.

Wait a minute... it's 1.00a.m. in the morning. Checked my phone. Came across some new year text from my friends. Then I realized...I was like....

I missed the 2012 countdown

But had a great time being Bella Swan for the past few hours instead. Whaat...?

Despite feeling miserable, I decided to forgive myself. I'd never felt so exhausted before during this holiday. I was so smart to take coffee in the meeting when I was in school in the morning and turned out to feel like a zombie in the afternoon. A zombie who suffered from insomnia. I didn't regret sleeping.

Today, I'll be starting my new year by doing a post about 2011 Flashbacks. Only some memorable ones.

Ran my lungs out. -.- A pretty shocking 7th place in SMKSU Cross Country'11 during the month of January. The first time I stepped into this school, I literally thought it was impossible to win in any long distance running event. I used to think my lungs were smaller than others. But over the years I realized that, nothing is impossible. The key to win is to never give up & push yourself over the limit.

Attended my first meet & greet session with a celebrity! OMG ANTHONY NEELY. One word: Melt. 2 words: SUPER HANDSOME. Had a very short conversation with him and shook his hand. I had to restrain the urge to melt on the spot LOL. Thank you to Tze Yun & Jia Wei for being crazy together ahhaaa! #likeafan.

Then it was the triple b'day celebration. Aravin, Chung Ren & Wei Chien. Yea, they looked good with cakes on their faces. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

No matter how tough it could be, prefect camp is always one of the best time of the year.

The worst nightmare became a reality. Our friend, E Kent Siow who was fighting cancer in the beginning of the year 2010 passed away in the month of March 2011. The news was heartbreaking. It was definitely one of the darkest hours one could have ever experienced. Words can't describe how much we feel about him, how much we love this guy.

E Kent taught us well, it is better to light a candle than curse the darkness. Thank you buddy.

First time visiting a girl school. Sri Aman's Prefect's Installation.

SMKSU's Carnival. Ok... So THERE WAS PONY RIDE! HOW COOL IS THAT? 8)

oh & hihi papasiow & mamasiow!

Sports Day. Could you imagine how tanned I was during that period of time?

Marching+running+sports day+mssd basketball+camp equals to kissed the sun.

Photo shoot for the outgoing BODs.

Sorry I had to spam the MSSD basketball competition under18'11 pictures as they were so nice! Certainly a game to remember. Once again thank you to the team & coach Li Sha.

Most extraordinary birthday celebration for Nik Danial. His uncle drove us to Sungai Buloh & we gave him a surprise party. It was a splendid night. Thanks for the food!

The next day was excellence day. Received the certificate for PMR results & some awards.

High light of the year! Totally out of expectation, got 1st for 1 Malaysia cross country run! I was so lucky I didn't faint in the middle of no where. Thank God. :D

Organized Photohunt Season One'11 with the rest. Was glad that the event went on smoothly & most importantly, everyone enjoyed it.

Reunion'11

Craziest thing I've ever done so far. Singing on stage with the rest of the nominees. Ever since my primary teacher said I failed my singing test, I swore that I wouldn't want to embarrass myself in life LOL. It turned out to be alright eventually. YAY NO REGRETS!

My biggest regret for 2011.

This event-The Royal Installation for prefects had been planned with painstaking attention to detail. I'm not afraid to reveal it here because this event meant so much to me, to us. Yes it was shut down right in front of our eyes 10 hours before event. I had a hard time dealing with it.

What was the issue? What happened?

Yes, the past can hurt. But the way i see it is you can either run from it or learn from it.

Remember, never regret something that once made you smile. (:

I see the sun now.

Kokurikulum day. It was fun marching with the team again. :D

In November, Mr Ang our beloved teacher passed away. Thankfully I managed to search for his pictures in my teacher's day album. Posted this picture on Facebook and was hoping to get more people to understand him & also pray for him. Many people wrote statuses relating to Mr Ang. Click to view. Rest in peace Mr Ang, you live in our hearts forever. 2011 was mean enough to take away 2 amazing people from us. However, they are now at a better place & everything happens for a reason. We'll remember you.

Farewell dinner with the photography BODs. Another hectic day paying the bills in Friday's. HAHA. Btw, after a long hesitation, I've just pulled out from the president post. Meagan is the new president. I believe that she can do a better job. :D I decided not to neglect prefects & my studies so I had to make a choice.

Was invited to become the emcee for Joint Leo Hunger 24 during the month of December. It was a 2 days 1 night event in Swiss Garden hotel. Met many new friends & had so much fun mingling with them.

Was invited to become the photographer for Prom 2011 in Grand Dorsett hotel. Will miss all my beloved seniors & also, all the best in your future!

Took some pictures with them too. :)

From my camera.

Was invited to become the emcee for Christmas Charity Concert-A White Christmas organized by Leo SMK Seafield. It was held in Taylor's college. I was having a pretty bad sore throat that day but fortunately, everything ended up well. :D A fun & spontaneous night!

Credits to the photographers, Jun Yang & Wai Yew. (:

6K/07 gathering.

Jie Feng was back from Singapore. Glad to see him again after so many years. Had a good catch up session with my fellow primary buddies. :D Had to rush back home to celebrate Candy's b'day.

Candy's birthday 23-12! My mum bought a cake for her & also invited my cousin's dog, Junior to join the celebration. EPIC.

:D
It was then my dream on the last day of 2011 and the beginning of 2012. LOL.

This is part of my 2011. I understand that I've missed out some important events but that's all for now. I'll update when I'm free which I highly doubt so.

Life of 2011? There were ups & downs. It was like a roller coaster ride. Why?

Both start with a big drop.

Both have ups and downs.

It doesn’t really matter if you sit in the front or the back — everyone has a similar experience.

Both require participation – watching just isn’t the same.

Both can be fun one minute and terrifying the next.

Both can make you scream and throw up.

Both are more fun when shared with others.

Both require that you follow the rules for your safety.

Both came in many shapes, designs, and colors.

Both go very fast and don’t last long enough.

I would like to say thank you to everyone who was there with me, especially to my friends and family. Thank you for all the support. Despite at times I might look like I'm carefree, deep down inside, I understand the best. It doesn't matter whether if you're a passer by or a friend who knows the flavor of my favorite bubble gum, thank you for the memories, sincerely.

Honestly, this year nearly took my breath away. I hardly enjoyed it compared to 2010. So much time was spent on building up leadership skills & in the meanwhile had to cope with studies. I don't feel good about 2012 but there's no point looking into the past, it's time to hit the road.

Happy New Year to everyone! :D Love you all.

Coming up next

2011-12-24T20:41:00.002+08:00

Stay Tuned! :)

Christmas Charity Concert #Emcee

2011-12-24T00:43:00.013+08:00

'Hey Nicole! You're a Leo? I didn't know that?!?!?'
'Nicole! You're same age as me?!?!'
'Nicole! You're from Seafield?'
'Oi Emcee, your ambition is to become an emcee ah?'
'Eh why do you sound so sexy?'
Hellooo everyone, just wanna clarify some things here. You may have seen me in some Leo events this December (2 in specific), once again :
'I'm not a Leo Nicole. I'm not a Leo. But Leo is great. The people there are heartwarming.'
'I'm sixteen, turning seventeen. Yes, still bursting in vitality & new ideas.'
'I'm from SMK Subang Utama & very proud of being a SU-ian'
'Yes I do have an ambition. BUT my ambition is not to become an Emcee LOL. '
'If I sounded sexy, I'm having sore throat. My intention was not to seduce you purposely.'
Now, I would just take a break from all the public events & roll myself up into a ball. Till then! :)

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There are so many things to blog about yet I'm not sure where to start.

As some of you may know, I was invited to become the emcee with Darius Beh for Joint Leo Hunger 24'11. A 2 days 1 night event at Swiss Garden hotel. It was truly one of my best experiences during this holiday. I wanted to convey accurately the out pour of love and support complete strangers has displayed towards the Africa's kids who were starving.Besides, I had a great privilege to know many people from different walks of life.

Most importantly I had so much fun! :D

However I didn't bring my camera, so most of the pictures were taken by the participants. Will make a collage pic of it soon! & also.. blog about the details! :D

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On the 21st of December, it was the Christmas Charity Concert organized by Leo club of SMK Seafield. The theme of the night was, A white Christmas. It was held in Taylor's college. They invited Wei Ken, David & I to become the emcees for the event. David couldn't make it because he had many functions going on & was pretty much fatigue. Furthermore, he had to rush to Kota Kinabalu that day.

I was in deep hesitation as I was actually quite sick & having a very bad sore throat. Thanks to David Teoh Qi En (a senior from Taylor's College) for encouraging me & consoling me during my decision making the day before. He praised me, saying that my voice was gay & sexy(not helping). LOL. Our conversation on facebook motivated me to take the opportunity as an emcee.

To me, being an emcee is about being extremely spontaneous.

According to Shu Mei, some of her Leo friends from Ipoh literally questioned her whether if I was professionally trained. I was surprised because I believe I'm still far from being a professional emcee honestly.

All I've ever done was to do my best & hold on till the very end.

When people pass a job to you, having faith in you, I can never bear the thought of betraying the trust & letting anyone of them down.

Yes, I wasn't feeling well at all. I couldn't even talk in high pitch. Fever was killing me inside. I had to control my voice all the time. But that didn't bother me. I knew that at the very moment when I first started to introduce myself as the emcee for the night. I had to forget all the pain but enjoy the stage, & give it a 100% shot.
Being high spirited is important.

We had people coming all the way from Ipoh.

We had people coming all the way from Penang.

We had people who deserve a Merry Christmas.

We had many hearts beginning to race in anticipation of seeing a memorable night.

Thank you so much to SMK Seafield's Leo for organizing this event especially to the organizing committee. I understand how hard it must have been. Definitely all your hard work was worth it! Thumbs up to you guys! & thanks for the invitation.

Massive thanks to Khor Wei Ken, my emcee partner for being there all the time & being so systematic. Despite we didn't know each other well due to different school levels, thank you for all the cooperation & being tolerant. You were great! (;

To the most beloved crowds! GOSH YOU GUYS WERE THE CRAZIEST YET BEST CROWD EVER! THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!

Once again, to everyone, I'm sorry if I've said anything offensive(which I believe I didn't LOL) Everything was only for entertainment purpose. Would really appreciate for your understanding.

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Most of the time I was on stage. Passed my camera to Shu Mei. Took some pics with others during dinner time. (;

And here are some random pictures in my camera. More on Facebook. (:

Wei Ken & I

Committee introduction.

DINNER TIME! ;D

With the Guans!

Anna Looi, President of Leo SMK SU.

Yee Pei, President of Leo SMK Seafield.

Darius Beh my irreplaceable partner! :P And the videographer of the night in green (:

Wei Yit Mr Gentleman, Chuan Jian the OC, Shu Mei my strawberry macaroon, Ye Yi all the way from Ipoh, Eric Xian awesome hair from Ipoh, & new friend Eugene Goh.

Fallin' in love to Beat Box-ing. Say hi to A-Beat-C! LOL.

Child's play was just LOVE!

Fu Ying performed amazingly superb! Everyone was carried away by his singing! :D

TADA MY NEW IDOL! :P

Dance Floor!

Starstruck! Meet Fuying Chronicles! Support him by liking his fb page. Enjoy more of his covers with his band, Child's play! :)

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Capturing the moment of once in a while (:

Merry Christmas Eve to everyone!

From time to time, place to place & heart to heart, the warmth & joy of Christmas, brings us all close to each other. -words said during the event. :)

Bye!

The story of a clown

2011-12-22T20:20:00.016+08:00

Sometimes you can be so sick & tired that you just want to hide in the own island of yours & then question yourself what have you got yourself into when nobody understands you but just keeps expecting you to be carefree. Maybe I shouldn't have put all my heart out to not let you down.

Sometimes I'm thankful. & then you have to act like you're happily sitting on the top of the world, being all heartbroken & hopeless.

Sometimes I'd really wonder how strong can a person be? Yes. A person who has lost faith & feelings.

Sometimes it's not that you don't care but you just don't want the world to know.

No matter what happens, you're not alone.

Never lose faith because it makes all things possible. Never lose hope because it makes all things work. Never lose love because it makes all things beautiful.

& When the right time comes, here it is, a story of a clown.

Have a merry Christmas to everyone out there.

Going to take a break from everything. Bye. (:

Coming up next

2011-12-17T00:07:00.017+08:00

Favorite shots of the night!

On the 15th of December, Brandon & I were invited to become the photographers of SMKSU prom 2011. It was truly a great experience. :D Will blog about it soon.

It's been a long time ever since I'd enjoyed taking pictures of myself. But since I wasn't looking awful, so why not? :)

Sneak peak!

Flash version :

Without flash version:

More to come LOL.
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And then I was too self absorbed before washing my make ups & go to bed. So here's a collage iphone non-edited picture of me! :)

In pajamas.

I've uploaded the prom pics on facebook.

SMKSU Winter Wonderland Prom 2011 Part I

Part 2 coming up tomorrow.

Sneak Peak!

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Toodles. :D

My first Vlog!

2011-12-16T19:57:00.003+08:00

Finally tried out vlogging too! :D Hope it isn't too bad.

Here are also some videos which I randomly recorded during the event. :D

Dance floor!

:)
Thank you Youtube! :D

My sweetie pies' birthdays

2011-12-14T00:38:00.013+08:00

I was oblivious to the driving rain swirling around me. From time to time a streak of lightning shattered the raindrops into dazzling diamond waterfalls. I always pushed myself whenever I felt like I needed to stop. I made myself run faster. My evening was slightly better after a long jog at the park in this perceptibly cold weather.

After dinner, went to TaipeiYes @SS15 to grab a chocolate bubble tea, unfortunately I had an unsatisfying time with the bad cooked pearls. :( And then I realized a random fact, it's pretty odd how people express their anger by hitting some one's hand in exasperation especially when they are annoyed at being ignored again.

I know that this is completely irrelevant but I'd thought of finishing this post before I go to bed.

On the 30th November, it was Pei En's birthday! :D Pei En is the one & only best secretary on the outside, she is also the one and only best baby on the inside, which equally means she is awesome inside out. LOL.

p/s: I was pretty depressed when something went wrong with my camera's lens AF on that day. Had to send it for service. Sorry for the blur pictures.

Wei Chien, Pui Ee, Wan Li, Yi Hua,Tze Yun & I went to her house & hid in the store room with a birthday cake. Later, she came back from Sunway Pyramid with Yi Yuan & we somehow surprised her with the help from her brother, Samuel Kwok. Thanks Sam! :D

Thanks to Wan Li for getting the marshmallow strawberry cheese cake @secret recipe. :)

Spot the lil' cow coated bottle? It's a gift from me dedicated to Pei En. She looks adorable with it right right? :D

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On the 5th of December, I planned a birthday celebration for the December babies, Tze Yun(6/12) and Shu Mei(7/12). I highly doubt that the surprise would succeed because the overall plan was similar to last year. Eventually Tze Yun was surprised but Shu Mei suspected due to some reasons. Thank you to all who attended! :D

Anyway, words can't describe how much I love both of them. So we shall let the pictures to do the talking. (Ok i admit i'm lazy. I'M TIRED OK CUZ I WENT FOR JOGGING :( )

Venue @Holiday Villa Coffee House

Preparing the cards.

Thiam Meng & I were wearing red coincidentally! :D How cute?

B'day girls are here! Woohooo!

Hi-Tea buffet.

Jakun-ing in the restaurant. :)

Thanks to Shee Yen for getting the cake! :D

Group picture.

Don't ask why. Flower face is a tradition. I'll show you a series of flower face in the future. :) Peace out!

Opening presents time!
Thanks to Pei En & Jeevan for decorating & making the cards.
Thanks to Nicole & Yi Hua for copying down the wishes into the cards.

Thanks to Nicole for getting the pictures printed.
Ok why am i saying thank you to myself? LOL. Vanity. :D

Shu Mei's epic moment.

Gentlemen as the temporary hanger when the girls went to the washroom. How sweet &....

GAY. :3

Thiam Meng is officially my blog's superstar. :P

The moment when you have to restrain the urge to jump into the pool.

SS moment.

Wonder why was I doing the kissing pose so frequently?

Because I wasn't cute enough. So I had to act cute.

BYE. :(

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♥SHOUT OUT TO AMELIA YAP(9/12)! Happy birthday to youu! And yes, you're always the sweetest elegant girl next door whom I would fall in love with if I weren't straight! Love youu! Stay meliatic! :P Best wishes to you.

Random

2011-12-13T23:06:00.006+08:00

Found some pictures from my photo album and decided to post them up since i'm hungry.

A walk to Empire Gallery after the explosion.

What could make your day a delicious one?

Thumbs up for Tutti Frutti! :D

Preferably to share your frozen yogurt with a partner.

Make sure you don't add the fancy toppings as the price is calculated by mass.

The toppings would spoil the taste too :( due to the equation below:

Sweet+Colourful sweet = Diabetes=Death.

The Loaf.

Pricey but no doubt the bread is goooooooooood.

Madam Kwan's Cendol.

Normal~ Doesn't worth it. Prefer having this by the road side of Penang.

From RT Pastry.

Supper to grow fat! :D Yummy stuff!

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Bear with my randomness. Toodles!

Living in Mars

2011-11-25T01:04:00.009+08:00

Hi everybody(if there happens to be anybody)

I'm here to clarify one thing!

I've neglected my blog from the bottom of my heart. (:

Because I was influenced by my beloved sister who'd just broke free from the cage of SPM & had immersed herself in the world of dramas from PPS.com (a site where you watch dramas until you imagine yourself living in mars)

Finally realised a disadvantage of knowing more languages. :(

You'll have more options of entertainment & the worst part is falling for more dashing looking celebrities arghhhhh.

Well, highly recommend this Chinese Drama-The schemes of beauty ! :D

YAYYYYY :D

And then I was turned gay. I went to watch the movie of the year- Breaking Dawn! :D

From my point of view, I believe it makes a huge difference knowing the plot & not knowing the plot of the story. Despite i've read all 4 books from twilight saga, the movie was rather emo & wasn't very thrilling. Anyhow, it's a must watch movie because....

Edward Cullen is a vampire. Jacob Black is a werewolf. LOL.

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Back to the post.

Went out to celebrate Shee Yen's birthday @ Gardens with Shu Mei, Yi Hua & Tze Yun. (: Pictures will do the talking.

Bye for now. :)

Mummy's Birthday Tips.

2011-11-22T02:09:00.007+08:00

Hellooo ladies & gentlemen! :)

20/11 was my mummy's birthday! :) Here are some pictures to do the talking.

Thought of sharing some of my ideas with you guys.

Handmade card :)

#1: Cards & letters always put a smile on someone's face.

It's somehow a must from my point of view.

Custom made glass bottle. My mum(white dressed teddy), my sis(yellow dressed teddy), yours truly(pink dressed teddy) & Candy (blue coloured dog)

Wondering why is Candy in blue? It was the only doll which looked like a dog in the shop.

Wondering where is my dad? HAHAHAHHA.

The teddy was pretty expensive. *LOL.

Sooo....Let the girls roll the room then! I'm sorry! :(

#2 Never forget to grab a special gift dedicated to the special one who means a lot to you. If you've no idea what items they are craving for, stick to simplicity, affordable stuff because no matter what, it's the heart that counts!

Folded the paper hearts. :)

#3 Add in some sugar & spice. Allow the sweetness to enthrall the beloved ones.

Frankly, handmade usually wins the day!

1+2+3 = overall view.

Make sure the presentation doesn't look bad too.

That's all for today! Do you like the change of header? :D Stay tuned for the next post!

Have a good day! Bye!

Farewell party

2011-11-21T22:25:00.010+08:00

Note to myself: Never watch dramas with handsome actors in it. Unrequited love is painful.

Today's post is going to be short as I have many more important things to do!

Daily routines like... wiping my kitchen table & planting roses and orchids.

Yesterday, I enjoyed the sun, through the air, wasn't quite dry enough for my taste. I would have liked to lie back and let the sun warm my face..

I was wondering about my future. And then I looked into the past. A pleasurable yet distant memory.

What is yesterday to you? A shadow? You know how the time flies. Only yesterday, it was the time of our lives.

Had an official farewell party with my photography club's seniors. Check out the full album on facebook.

For now, Pictures will do the talking!

Adrian

Asila emo shot :P

Stress Stress Stress :(

Our Senior President & Vice President, Asila & Lisa were so sweet & thoughtful :)

Pic by Ming Keat

Presidents group pic! 2010, 2011, 2012 :)

ok yes i was having face problem in this pic.

The guys!

I'm with singleman! LOL!

Wei Syuen! :D

Fooling around in MPH!

Conquered arcade! :D

That's all! Bye for now!

Halloween Party 2011

2011-11-20T00:09:00.008+08:00

On the 12th of November, Shu Mei hosted a Halloween Party at her place(Bandar Sunway). It turned out to be a simple friends' gathering.

The residents in Bandar Sunway organize this event every year.

Over the years, it has slowly become a tradition. Usually people don't make a big fuss about Halloween in Malaysia. Yes, there was once, the dreams held us, one after another. A river of images that bore us like a leaf tossed into a current. Dreams of celebrating halloween like in the movies. Pumpkins & hilarious costumes. Partying in a decorated haunted house. Glancing at the cheeky smile a Joker could give me, silently daring me to seek him out somewhere in the dark.

I dropped by MCD Drive Thru & bought a few packets of French Fries as we were having Pot Luck in the party. The food was delicious & satisfying. Thumbs up to Shu Mei's maid for the bolognese chicken spaghetti. (: Later, we went around the neighbourhood wishing people & collecting candies. Everything seemed to give a sudden feeling of Dejavu as we had the same party last year. I'd even recognized some of the kids. Yes, they grew taller awwwww. :D

Well, I remember I was a fairy bunny last year. HAHAA.

Didn't hunt for any specific costumes this time. Just grabbed my Panda Hat from Bei Jing & matched it with black & white bottom. (;

Had a black jack game with my friends. The weather was pretty good too.

The cool breeze combined to cause a light shiver to embrace my body. Certainly a relaxing night! We should have this more often!

Pictures are kinda blur as I didn't set the flash properly. My bad :D

2010 on the left ; 2011 on the right

Candies on the table!

this is scary. :D

Meeting time! :( Freaks. :D

You can check out halloween 2010 at here :D

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That's all! Bye@!

2012 symptoms & BOD outing

2011-11-14T23:07:00.005+08:00

Rollie Pollie Ollie Howdy people! :D

I've been pretty busy with school lately. Things can get complicated & unpredictable at times. It teaches you to learn from the past & look into the future. It teaches you to continue the small steps, and then make a big step. Wonder why do I sound like Confucius? He is a oh yeah big idol of mine. I'm so China nowadays. Well, my ancestors are from China. Perhaps it runs in the blood. LOL.

The rain sweeps across the surrounding grass verges in a downpour, splattering on the road ahead. Thunder, then more lightning. Torrents of rain and gusts of wind. Snapping branches and soaked leaves strewn along pavements. Storms were pretty horrifying recently. But you have to admit the fact that it's a good time to hibernate. Hopefully the weather doesn't deteriorate. Keeping my fingers crossed.

Today i'm posting about an event we had during the end of August. An outing to appreciate all the board of directors. We visited Avenue for disco skating & had dinner in TGIF. Thumbs up for the day.

Cheng Wei

Pei En, Su Jeanne & Siew May

Helena & Rae Gin. Natural (:

A helping hand.

Amanda :)

Rae Gin & Helena.

Lydia & Amanda.

TWINS!

Nicholas, Nevin (:

Show off the beautiful shoes!

with Shen Ai & Helena (:

EPIC

Pei En & my shared meal :D

Eric Tai! :D So adorable!

A dessert to treat our BODs.

Group picture.

That's all for today. Stay tuned for a Halloween post!

All the best to all the SPM candidates! No worries, you guys will nail it! What's done is done! Goooo!

Bye for now, beloved ones.

Prefect's reunion -Living in a teenage dream?

2011-11-07T13:35:00.008+08:00

HOWDY PEOPLE! Woke up at 7a.m. & went back to sleep.

I would most likely plan my daily schedule and watch them fail in the end of the day not feeling guilty because anyhow it's a holiday. Alright, I'm now emo because the statement doesn't even make sense. :(

My sister is studying her butt off for SPM, my dog is waiting for an apple to fall from the tree like Newton, I'm of course, living my life to the fullest by biting the straw after finishing my tiny bottle of Grape Vitagen.

I shall not imagine myself during this time next year. I would most probably jump off a train because of SPM. I can't believe how time spins like a wheel, only getting faster whenever I want it to slow down a lil.
The future was clay, to be moulded day by day. The past was bedrock, immutable.
In my opinion, childhood is much more enjoyable than teenage. Maybe I should blog about my childhood & allow flashbacks to overwhelm me once & for all. :D

No matter what happens, I can still smile at you like a pedophile. Please hit me if you're annoyed. Trust me, I'll hit you back.

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During the end of June or the beginning of July, sorry I couldn't recall, we had prefect's reunion. It was held in the crystal crown hotel. The nominees were required to put up a performance for the night. I wouldn't mind acting/ becoming the narrator of the show but this time, we were up for singing. -.- Out of 15 nominees, only 2 girls, Pei En & I were being able to attend the event, therefore we had to sing the 'high pitch' part. Gosh singing on stage was one of my bad dreams! Something I would not be willing to jump off a train to. :( If you know me well, I don't sing much.

That is mainly because of 1 reason.

When I was in standard one, my teacher complimented about me to my mum but only with one exception stating that my singing was out of key. -.- I was so hurt I had to run to the toilet & cry.

Yes, I was kidding about the crying part.

But somehow I'd still clenched my teeth throughout the whole process in order to get over with it & perhaps I took it as an opportunity to prove to myself that I can sing well too LOL? Yeah i was caught up in something beyond imagination.
SINGING WELL?
Nah i highly doubt so. My cup of tea would be talking. NGAM NGAM NGAM. :)

1st song choice was if i die young, lucky & born this way. We ended up singing lucky, rhythm of love and a party rock dance. (:

It was a pretty good experience to work with the gang. Thanks to Kyle & his mum for the choreography. We might not put up the best performance but we certainly did it as a team. (:

Massive thanks to the seniors for organizing the event, it was a blast. ;)

Darveen, Sanvisna, Roobban, Nazmi.

Thaim Meng, Eric.

With Pn Tan Pek Ngoh. (:

The juniors. Justin, Iman & Ancjyran.

Amanda, Nicholas, Nevin, Helena & Rae Gin.

Tzer Shiuan.

With Pn. Tan Siew Lian.

Juniors :)

cutting cake ceremony.

Thumbs up performance!

Esther's singing performance :D

The Man VS Man challenge.

Sung Lin as the emcee of the night! He was one of the best i've seen so far.

Kyle was showing off his talent.

why do i look awkward here? anyway, our turn! ;)

EPIC :)

Last challenge - Push Ups, last man wins.

GUESS WHO? Lawrence Lim Wei Chien! Our man won! Proud of him! :D

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Hopefully I can finish doing all the catch-up posts so that I can run out of things to update nyahhaha. BYE FOR NOW! :)

Nik Danial's Birthday & SMKSU Excellence Day

2011-11-06T16:51:00.011+08:00

I SHOULD NEVER START MY BLOG POST THIS WAY.

Life hasn't been treating me any better lately, but that doesn't mean I need to be wearing a black evening cape, put up dark eye liner, use black lipstick or maybe should I pierce my tongue with the sharp end of my comb? *feeling sadistic.

Who would ever pierce your tongue anyway? -.- 1st I could alrd feel the pain just by the thought of it, 2nd 'tongue ring' sounds pretty weird. The point is, people, you should stop being emo because you spilled milk all over your table, stop being emo because you broke your plastic ruler, stop being emo because of all the little things and start to learn how to appreciate. Trust me, it can't be that bad when some of us have experienced the worst. Anyway... if you're going through the tough times, I feel you. Everything happens for a reason. And every time you just gotta learn to be stronger. You are not alone (:

We shall all hold on tight and keep the spirit up!

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE !

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So today I've this sudden urge to blog about some past events that I didn't have the chance to blog due to many reasons, mainly because of me lacking enthusiasm & the rat race of life.

On the 6th May, we had a surprise party for our dear friend Nik Danial. :D I knew him as a classmate in form 3. We became pretty good friends after going through a river of good moments, mostly epic I believe. Not forgetting that the gang had a cream smashin' surprise party for him last year. It was ridiculously hilarious.

You can hardly get serious with him, maybe you'll put up an angry emoticon on your face but trust me you're laughing inside. HAHA. It's good to have him around, he's a cool kid. He stopped his friend from farting outside of the classroom because he was afraid that the fart might kill the plants outside. LOL.

The idea was to surprise him at his grandparents' place which was located at Sungai Buloh. Xing Yiow was the one who kept in touch with Nik's mum. Jaymie, Sarina, Racheal, Denyse, Rueal, Francis, Yau Shen, Adrian, Joshua, Ken Wing & Xing Yiow went all the way from SS18 to Sungai Buloh with 2 cars. Thanks to Nik's cousin & his dad for driving us there.

Pictures will do the talking. (:

Cuteeee boy :)

The lighting was bad. who cares we threw him into the pool haha. :P

Mama's boy.

Thanks again to nik's family for the delicious food. The place was beautiful. A fantastic experience to me! :)

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The day after the birthday party was SMKSU Hari Kecemerlangan, Excellence day. I'm too lazy to elaborate so pictures will again do the talking. (:

Bryan Chen! He got scholar ship to an international school. Miss having him around :(

Margaret, Jeevan & Pei En!

Gan, I think I like your smile LOL.

Zhuo Yi & Su Shen :3

Choral Speaking team :)

Pei En, Bryan, Yi Hua & Kar Maine :)

Zheng Jie,Top for 8A's category. Congrats again!

HAHA SHE BLINKED.

Yi Hua, Pei En & Bryannn!

awkward pose..

My Idol & I! Meet Phuah Sheng!

Kyle :D

Thivya & Audrey :D

Shalini, Audrey, Razaly, Kyle, Thivya & Adrian.

Shanice ! :D

To see the complete album, add me on facebook! :)

That's all for today. :) Will keep you updated. Bye for now!

Fake Twitter.

2011-11-04T06:08:00.004+08:00

HELLOOO PEOPLE! :D *just in case anyone drops by.. :(

It's 6.22a.m. I think I need to go now because I'm afraid I might miss the airplane to my school.

I'LL BE BACK!

Facts about holidays. Admit them.

2011-09-04T00:28:00.021+08:00

HI GUYS! Sorry i think i'll be procrastinating my promised updates on my last blog post!

Anyway, if you're wondering what did I do during this Raya holiday, here're my answers.

Have you ever felt this frantic excitement today while planning on what to do for the very next day? Well... must be pretty satisfying right?

#1 What is your main intention?

1st thing that pops into my mind would be waking up early, listening to birds singing with milk and cookies at the kitchen table, the radio on in the background and the washing machine going, all to break the uncomfortable silence. However..

My 1st attempt on having a healthy lifestyle failed melodramatically. :(

I never had a proper morning ever since holidays started. Utterly ridiculous to even ask for a British breakfast. According to wikipedia (LOL), British breakfast includes toast, bacon, eggs, pancake, white pudding & baked beans as a hearty meal. Looking at the picture below makes me feel hungry. Question to myself: WHY AM I ALWAYS SLEEPY AT THE WRONG TIME?

Although I'm unfortunately categorized as a heavy sleeper, you can't deny the fact that I have a great zest for life(not really). The first amazing thing I would do when I'm finally conscious is... to check the time.

Looking back at the past, there was once I used to predict the time by looking out of the window, no doubt that I was too lazy to bother how the clouds scuttling too quickly over the sky or to judge the stylishly designed hand loom curtains.

The beautiful weather made me listless and lethargic.
The second theory of my spectacular(not a good adjective) habit is i've always thought it was only 9a.m. as the sun was... sunny?
Based on the observation above, does it mean you only get up in the afternoon? NO.
The earliest was 11.59a.m. Not exaggerating the truth but seriously, I was pretty glad that at least it was still stated as 'a.m.'
GRRR...Why am I revealing the ugly truth about my holiday habits. Looking at the bright side. I'm being very honest here. :)

sorry if you missed your breakfast peeps! :P

#2 What do you do staying up late?
Being an optimist, imagine yourself in a room. A room which is so positive that you think you're going to be ejected from your chair like a rocket. POOF (random).

STUDY?? Failed miserably..
Projects? I deserve a thumbs up for this one. Initially I was having two projects to finish. Ah yes, projects are pain in the ass. If you're still tiny & innocent, you might not understand why I described projects as 'pain in the ass'. Whenever the word 'PROJECT' strikes, my heart feels as if it has shrunk down to the size of a walnut, a tiny, hard stone in my chest. 1st was the moral kerja amal project & 2nd was accounts project. Kerja Amal was tolerably simple I can say. You just have to gather some props like brooms, brush, newspaper, rubbish(??) and etc for a decent picture of yours with you being a good citizen, showing that you have full of values, principles, ethics and all. Our education minister wants Black And White! No kidding! :D Accounts project? You may not notice but I'm taking accounts as an additional subject. I wasn't so passionate I had to start dealing with it from the beginning of my holidays. I started it on.... (drum rolls) Friday (Fun Fun Fun), Yes truly last minute work. The pleasant thing is I managed to complete it at 4.30a.m. including the time I was distracted by youtube videos (LOL) Anyway, it was an overwhelming relief to me. p/s: Thanks to Zheng Jie for providing guidance throughout the whole project as I missed the briefing session in school. Here's a cheesy quote specially for you : One can pay back the loan of gold, but one dies forever in debt to those who are kind. Thank You. (LOL)
Mandarin homework. YES LIKE FINALLY I OPENED A MANDARIN EXERCISE BOOK AFTER SINCE... JANUARY WHEN THE CLASS STARTED. :,( Don't get me wrong. I do still score during my mandarin test. It's just rather awkward that the subject is not included in the PNP which means i'll need to stay back for class and literally not learning much after an exhausting day. Anyway, in order to redeem myself, I've used my whole afternoon including the time I was distracted by youtube videos(LOL) to complete all the essays.
Jogging. Do you know our excess fats are converted into adipose tissues which is mainly the reason why you feel the gravitational force is somehow...stronger at times? (indirectly means gaining weight) After swimming through the 7th chapter of Biology & getting to know about anaerobic respiration, the word 'lactic acid' just comes naturally into my mind whenever I jog. How odd...After all the laziness and camping at home like a couch potato & having all the Potato man chips being munched during midnights, all I can feel is guilty pleasure & .... FATS. Basically... I went for jogging, yeah.
Play SMURFS. I've been constantly playing SMURFS on Iphone. It's similar to Farmville except it's blue. I love to plant the 12hours watermelon because by the time I get up from bed, I could just harvest them to earn XP & coins. IT'S ABSOLUTELY..... LIFELESS.

These are the 4 good results that you should try to feel happy for me. (just try...)

I was distracted by youtube videos. (used twice @ above)

I've been watching Nigahiga's & Kevjumba's videos lately. They are equally amazing youtubers! I would really want to express on how much I adore their work, it seems to be undescribable and beyond awesomeness. Extremely funny & addictive! It has become an inspiration to me. Thank you Nigahiga & Kevjumba for making such great videos for me to spend my leisure and gets distracted every time when i try to focus on my projects. (:

Was surfing facebook and came across a voting post by nigahiga on his fan page, stating:

Where would you like YTF (Kevjumba, Dtrix, Victor Kim, Andrew Garcia, Chester See, JR Aquino and Nigahiga) throw the next YTF Concert?

It just brightens up my day when I saw MALAYSIA on the poll. Literally requested my friends on my friends list to answer it. Despite we're not @ the highest vote, fingers crossed that they would see Malaysia being outstanding as it is a multiracial country. Gooosh please rock Malaysia's stage for us! :D (We have durians here LOL)

To watch their videos, just go.. youtube? *COUGHS

Please like Ryan Higa's page http://www.facebook.com/higatv?ref=ts and vote for Malaysia! :D

p/s: I'm sorry for any grammatical errors & i'll try to update more often.

SEE YOUU! :D

Happy Raya & Merdeka

2011-09-01T17:48:00.008+08:00

All this and infinitely more in the space of sixty seconds. And then time ticks on until it finally sends us into the same unknown eternity.

As you can see from the picture collage above, I've bought a few accessories from Subang Parade yesterday. Besides that, I've also got myself some storybooks from MPH to spend my leisure time. Shout out for more Holidays!

Wishing our beloved country Happy Merdeka & Selamat Hari Raya to all my Muslim friends! :D

p/s : coming up next will be Nik Danial's surprise party & SMKSU Hari Kecemerlangan (Excellence day)

MSSD basketball competition

2011-08-28T23:19:00.008+08:00

'Hey Nic, do you play any sports?'

'Hmm.. my all time high school sports? Basketball. :)'

Frankly, I'm not any where closer to those fantastic players who shine on court like stars. However, this sport has always been there for me or vice versa. It runs in my blood.

People always have this assumption on girls who play basketball.

'Tomboy?' 'Rough?' 'Tanned?' 'Macho?' 'Odd?'

It's not exactly true. The fact is you should try to see and understand things from different perspective.

For a girl to go under the sun, do you think it's nice to get tanned and all burnt up? do think it's nice to trip on someone's leg and get bruises all over your body? do you think it's nice to get up from bed early in the morning even if you slept at 4a.m. last night?

Do you think you can do it?

If you can't understand a basketballer, stop giving unnecessary comments and judgement. (:

April- This year's MSSD basketball competition was held in Batu Lapan which lasted for 4 days.

I hardly could remember the details as it's been 4 months since MSSD ended.

As a team, we managed to become the 4 years defending champion for the under18 category. Massive thank you to our dear respectable coach, Li Sha for her endless patience & effort, couldn't have made it without her guidance. (: Congratulations to all winners & good game to all who had participated.

Here are some photos for the final day.

Captain Yuen Yin & I

Our one and only Pn Suseela.

Xin Ping :)

Introducing you Coach Li Sha.

Referee :D

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under 15 game.

ex seniors visiting.

briefing before game.

cheering.

violence :P

Focus.

Shot.

Moment of glory.

Lisha's EPIC expression :D HAHAHA.

Group picture.

Once again, ours. (:

Complete album part 1, Complete album part 2.

'Don’t let your victories go to your head, or your failures go to your heart.'

1Malaysia Road Run & Photohunt

2011-07-03T23:50:00.010+08:00

It has been a long time ever since I last blogged. :( It gives me this nostalgic feeling whenever I recall on how frequently I used to blog last time.

Those were the days when I literally updated about every single interesting thing that crossed over my mind. HAHA. :)

Definitely, what a hectic year. I doubt the true definition of hectic. But so far, in terms of growing up, I've learned the most about life this year. Its seasons were not winter, spring, fall or summer but birthdays and joys and troubles and pain. Who am I to judge?

11/7/2011 - 1 Malaysia road run was a compulsory school event.

The main aim was to ensure all students are involved in sports. The so called 'mentally & physically healthy' concept. :)

Most of the students turned up on that day. The event was similar as merentas desa which was held in the month of January.

I ran my lungs out and fortunately I won. It was a blast to me as I was never a long distance runner.

Yes, it was pure determination and tiny bit of luck. Never stop believing in yourself.

Here are some photos to feast your eyes. 8)

Pei En & Yi Yuan. (;

Shu Mei, Jeevan, Pei En, Yi Yuan & Yi Hua. :D

Jason, Yat Haw, Chung Ren & Jarald.

Results.

Prize giving ceremony.

once in a lifetime is more than enough!

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25/6/2011 - Photohunt organized by Photography Club.

Was busy walking around, didn't manage to snap many pictures. You can see them on Facebook though. (;

Pictures from my camera : -

was preparing the puzzles the day before haha (:

Overall, it was pretty satisfying. Stay tuned for Photohunt Season 2. :P

The wings in February

2011-05-31T12:10:00.011+08:00

Howdy people. I'm currently enjoying my mid-term holidays in a lifeless manner. I've so many things to update about if only time could roll back to February? It's been a long time ever since I last blogged.

Form 4 hasn't been good to me lately, not the stress from school but 2011 isn't kind enough to be a good year but a bad year instead. I've burden on my shoulders, too heavy I've to carry it with a fake smile on my face. I miss how happy used to feel like.

When we were younger, everything was arranged for us. We went to school, we took breakfast, we slept early, we read Peter & Jane, we barely need to make any choices back then. But today, everyday seems to be a challenge, a puzzle to be solved, a game to be played. And sometimes, you lose.

People tell me, 'What if the only way to win is to lose?' I doubt that.

When I'm in the rat race and hustle & bustle of life, I look back often. It's good to search for memories in the past.

This post is a catch-up post for the month of February.

Meet PenggieCole (:

Friendship is the candle that lights up your heart whenever it is dark outside.

if i had to match every star with every reason why we are best friends. then the whole night sky would be in the palm of my hands. Thank you, you know who you are. (:

Happy friendship day!

Valentine's day?

Define Valentine.

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In the month of Feb, we had AJK outing too. It was a prefect event which was held in Subang Parade, basically it was to pull all the prefects together & have fun. However, I didn't manage to make it in time. Reached there when it was about to end. Had meal with Pei En, Shanice & Shu Mei in Nando's. (:

Shan! She's adorable :3

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A week after CNY, there was a 3Eta reunion bbq party, it was held in Mei Sze's house. Had a great time catching up with the eta buddies. Won RM15 in black jack. Good day! (:

3 Eta 2010 :)

It was too good to be true, irreplaceable in my heart. All the best guys! Keep in touch.

& now, deep down inside me, there's an emptiness waiting to be filled but never would.

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So guys, i guess you'll start wondering...

what's with nicole & emo?

Please, don't ask.

HHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAAAA.

i'm fine. (:

Have a pleasant day, Happy holidays. Byeee!

the bell rings

2011-05-22T02:42:00.002+08:00

PRESENT YOU THE NEW LAYOUT, THANKS TO BLOGGER.

I personally think it's better this way because my bloggin' pictures are huge. :(

still under construction though.

Shall wait for exam to be over & this blog will be right on track again. *hopefully

Hmmm... Sejarah is getting interesting. K just kidding goodbye beloved ones. :)

Fairy tales are real. Anthony Neely :)

2011-03-12T22:13:00.015+08:00

I had one of my best days today. :) Made the most subtle decision to attend the autograph & greeting session of Anthony Neely with Tze Yun & Jia Wei. Thousand thanks to Tze Yun's parents for fetching us there. :,) I've known about Anthony Neely after watching the Million stars on AEC. He is an American-Taiwanese mix. I guess that's the main reason why he has this gorgeous look & stunning features. He never fails to take my breath away especially when he sings. His voice always carries a certain amount of sincerity & honesty. His irresistible charm & adorable personality keeps me staring at his beautiful form.

After lunch, we arrived @ One utama at 1.55p.m. Rushed to buy his album before the event started which was 2p.m. Well, my original plan was to let Anthony sign my pirated album of his which cost only RM5 LOL! The crowd went crazy when the host invited Anthony to come up on stage. It was 2p.m. sharp. I couldn't resist the urge to scream out loud. It was just... natural. OMG HE LOOKS EVEN BETTER IN REAL LIFE. Started to shiver & had goosebumps because it was my first time literally being so close with a celebrity. Not just celebrity, but ANTHONY NEELY. :D He started the event with his popular song- Sorry that I loved you. Nearly melted seriously! AHH I could really use that song to describe my feelings right now. 'Sorry I was falling in love with you, So sorry that I loved you. Sorry that I needed you. Sorry that I held you tight.' :,)

The host requested him to say I LOVE YOU in BM. He was like :'aku...cintaa..palabalavooo?' SO ADORABLE RIGHTTTTT. HAHHAHAA.

Later, it was the autograph session. Jia Wei didn't want a picture as she didn't want to 'betray' Jay Chou. :s Snapping photos with Anthony was strictly not allowed as to ensure the event goes on smoothly. Dear Jia Wei went to get his signature 1st & ran up to the first floor to snap pictures of Tze & I getting autographs from Anthony. :,)

Waited patiently & finally it was my turn.

Anthony was busy signing the albums. He shook my left hand. I bent down and said :' YOU'RE EXTREMELY CHARMING! :D' The music was too loud so he did not manage to listen clearly. He looked up at me & said:' Sorry huh? :D' I repeated:' YOU'RE EXTREMELY CHARMING! :D' He smiled happily and replied:' OHHH! HAHA! THANKS! :D' 

Despite it was just a simple conversation but yet it means a lot to me. (,: Not many fans spoke to him as he was rushing to give out his autographs. He was nice enough to shake everyone's hands.

Tze, Jia Wei & I went to the washroom after that. We SS-ed with the signed albums haha! When we decided to stalk Anthony again, he was already leaving! We could see a group of fans chasing him. We just followed. The guards were blocking the doorway and the car had just left. The fans started to leave. However, Tze & I were late so we stayed at the doorway for a while. & guess what? The car was actually reversing & we got to see Anthony one more time before he moved on to his next destination! He turned & waved at us! OMG *fainted.

Amazing experience! Thanks again to Tze & Jia Wei for the day! ;) Had a splendid time!

Pictures time !

the pirated album :P

Tze tze & I (,:

melting moments.

YES ! MY TURN YAY !
*urgh, the two ladies potong. Credits: Jia Wei.

PoppyCorn. :)

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Gosh i miss him -.-

Have to get over this as soon as possible haha!

Don't let the bad bugs bite. x

I would like to say to you.

2011-02-25T00:02:00.014+08:00

Hello readers. Exam is finally over. Never had such strenuous monthly test ever in my life. The word, 'screw up(before) & screwed up(after)' have been widely abused by the form 4's students. OH I'm sorry, you're not supposed to feel stressed reading my blog so i'm gonna stop elaborating about monthly test. Conclusion is, It was both good & bad. ratio: (4y):(6n) LOL.

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I've always wanted to update about the triple b'day celebration dedicated to Chung Ren(18/2), Wei Chien(19/2) & Aravin(21/2) which was held long time ago in the month of February. Shu Mei & I were planning about the surprise & the final decision was made at last minute. Massive thanks to Shee Yen's mummy for getting the cake in time. Most of the Etaians attended the surprise & also the presence of other deary friends. :D Appreciate those who paid for the cake. Special thanks to Jason for lending me his Nikon D90 as i did not bring my cam to school.

The 3 brithday boys couldn't contain their joy & elation. They were extremely touched. They CRIED like a baby-boy-who-spills-his-milk-bottle. :,) Nah, they didn't cry, of course not. I wasn't sure whether if they were touched. I thought so. :D The only thing that i can possibly recall now is their teeth were flashing in the sun. :B

Once again, I would like to wish 3 of you HAPPY BIRTHDAY'11! I hope that for every candle on your cake you get a wonderful surprise. Have a good year & all the best in everything! May the best of your past be the worst of your future. May today be filled with sunshine and smiles, laughter and love. :D Thanks for being such great classmates last year! Stay in touch alright!
Camera: Jason ; Taken/edited: Nicole

shee yen, shu mei, zheng jie, aravin, wei chien, chung ren, tze yun & nicole.

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I closed my eyes because i didn't want to see things. My heart felt as if it had shrunk down to the size of a walnut, a tiny hard stone in my chest. I miss being me. I miss being happy.
Don't let the bad bugs bite, x.

I don't wanna know about the end of the world.

2011-02-15T16:39:00.017+08:00

hello blog.

introducing you my charming;

Anthony Neely

Loves. ♥

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i'm speechless about everything, i forgot how to cry. i forgot how to smile. i had had enough.

well, i'm stronger now.

it's better to light up the candle than curse the darkness.

However long the night, the dawn will break.

& the only way to wake up from this horrible nightmare is,

to stop dreaming.

SMKSU's road run 2011.

2011-01-27T15:31:00.016+08:00

Hi readers. I'm back. Yes, i'm back. maybe for now. just, now? hahaa ok nvm. well, one of the major event of the year was held in school yesterday. SMK SU'S ROAD RUN!

Hesitated the night before whether if should bring my camera to snap pictures. Always wanted to snap running pics but never really had a chance because i'm usually involved in the events.

My theory for girls to win in road run competition is,

NEVER STOP! KEEP RUNNING/JOGGING! If you listen to my advice, MOST PROBABLY YOU'LL BE ABLE TO GET INTO THE TOP 15. At least 15th. :)

I tried that in 2009, & i got 11th. Went a lil faster in 2010, & i got 9th. Sprinted at the end in 2011, & i got 7th. I'm pretty satisfied with it. (: MAYBE I SHOULD FLY IN 2012. Then maybe, i can get... 1? HAHAH. :/
Congratulations to all the winners! You people are really magnificent! To those who attended, you guys are the most amazing people for finishing the race! To those who had disappointment, cry for the tears of joy. You did your best! everyone appreciates your effort. :D
*suck up suck up suck up! :P

And yeah, Lekir got third. A devastating result.. BUT IT'S ALRIGHT. We shall move on!
GOOO LEKIR! Let's rock SUKAN TARA alright! :D

anyway, i shall present you with some pictures. (:

Before running;

Jaymie :)

form 5's.

After running;

the guy who owes me ice cream. :P Nazrin.

had a hard time finding a track bottom to go up the stage. ._.

went to mamak bistro with friends after the event.

his name is not wei chien. :P

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Happy CNY!

loves. x

Paris Trip Day Four (To Holland)

2010-12-30T15:50:00.009+08:00

Greetings people!

Here comes my fourth day of Paris Trip, (To Holland). I could have sworn I've seen the most beautiful thing in this world. :S First stop was the beach, my 1st beach in Europe. Didn't really do anything because the time given was really insufficient. Next, we arrived @ the most wonderful place ever! We visited the cloak factory, cheese factory & also diamond factory. The scenarios @ that place were more beautiful that you can imagine. Totally magnificent with trees, ponds, windmills, flowers, small wooden bridges & so on. Small clouds scuttling too quickly across the sky. The whisper of birds preening thir feathers in the treetops. The lakes were serenely beautiful. I LOVE IT.

there wasn't anyone looking after the shop, but this dog. (:

Dedicated to the DUCK.

the super duper dry skin. -.-

candid, seriously.

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Our next stop was Amsterdam, the outstanding thing about Amsterdam was the Red light district. There was this live sex show going on which costs 30Euro. :S I think it was part of the culture. DID I WATCH? Oh no no, i'm still clean & innocent LOL! Red-light district in Holland is a part of an urban area where there is a concentration of prostitution. The red light is switched on to signify that they're 'working'. It's like a display of half nude sexy ladies in the windows along the street. Well, cameras weren't allowed. So here's a picture from google. (:

Red light district.

funny.
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that's all.
Stay tuned for more?
Happy New Year btw!
Have a great 2010! *2011! AHHAA.
xx.

Paris Trip Day Three. (To Belgium.)

2010-12-29T15:03:00.012+08:00

For the third day of my Paris trip, we followed a sightseeing tour, visited Waterloo, and then stayed one night in Brussel, Belgium. The Brussel Town Hall was totally amazing! it was one of the prettiest place i've ever seen! The place was full of christmas atmosphere, & of course, extremely crowded with people too. We also took a quick look at the famous Manneken Pis. Wondering what's Manneken Pis? Legend states that in the 14th century, Brussels was under siege by a foreign power. The city had held its ground for some time, so the attackers conceived of a plan to place explosive charges at the city walls. A little boy named Julianske happened to be spying on them as they were preparing. He urinated on the burning fuse and thus saved the city. (; The hotel, Mercure was pretty comfort too. Had a goodnight sleep.

Paris Trip Day One, Click.
Paris Trip Day Two, Click.
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Waterloo.

@ Atomium.

candid shot. :D

forgot this place LOL.

@ the L'arc de triomphe de I'Etoile in Belgium.

The Brussel Town Hall, awesome place.
snapped without tripod. :( sorry if they're kinda blur.

Manneken Pis, the famous little kid statue which i was talking about.

Belgium Chocolate.

Real or Fake? (;

awwwww, :3

adorable right? :)

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That's all for day 3.
Stay tuned for day 4, Holland. (:
x.

Paris Trip Day Two.

2010-12-28T19:12:00.014+08:00

Hello everyone, i've to admit that i'm really a lil lazy to blog. But anyway, today seems to be like a blogging day!

Paris Trip Day Two. Had our breakfast, gosh i love the yogurt there. The snow could still be seen along our way as it hadn't completely melted yet. We visited The palace of Versailles. There were plenty of paintings inside the palace, each one telling a story of the history of Paris. We didn't manage to visit the garden of the palace due to the thickness of the snow. :(

Paris Day One, Click here.
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Breakfast!

yogurt drink.

on the way view.

my red dad. :O

my hair was a mess & my skin was so dry. :(

the garden that we didn't manage to visit.

the palace.

baby.

and then, king.

Public toilet, awesome right?

(;

simple dinner.

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stay tuned for day 3!

Bye.

Paris Trip Day One.

2010-12-25T17:52:00.009+08:00

snapped this pic near the Seine river.

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BONJOUR!

Hello Malaysia! Hello readers! I'm finally back. :) Did you miss me? No, you didn't. :(

It's been a while. I had a great time in Europe, if you were wondering. I was spending most of my stay in Paris @ my uncle's house. 14days were long! We followed a sightseeing tour, lasted 4 days & 3 nights. Visited some places like Belgium, Holland, Germany & also Luxembourg. It was kinda hectic but i'm grateful that i had the chance to explore around. I've so many interesting things to share but i've no idea where to start from. All my thoughts ran as thickly and slowly as blood or honey. And for now, I have to recall. (:

Alrighty, let's talk about Malaysia then. When i realized that i couldn't make it for PMR's results day, i was kinda disappointed. I stayed awake from 12a.m. to 6.30a.m. in Paris just to wait for my results on Facebook. I think i was desperate. -.- But right after knowing i got straight A's, it was all worth it. what an overwhelming relief! :O I'm here to congratulate all who had attained good results, and to all who had disappointment, do not feel devastated like if it's the end of the world aite, it's just PMR, SPM is way more important! :D

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Today, i'll post about my 1st day in Paris. Chose MAS and had a pleasant economy flight. The aircraft was kinda empty that day. Went to some empty seats and slept like a pig. :D After 13 hours flight, we arrived and i was a lil surprised at the gentlemanly behaviour of some angmohs in the airport as my friends had once mentioned that French people are a lil arrogant? no? :O It was snowing extremely heavily the day before we arrived, the streets had been nearly obliterated with snow. What a warm welcome! :) I LOVE THE SIGHT OF SNOW.

I've this habit; I'll just grab a handful of snow and watch them melt muahahahahaha. Or throw them high up in the sky and watch them splat on the ground muahahahahhahahaa.

Explored around Paris and settled down in my relative's house. The backyard of the house was so huge that i could plant tomatoes & potatoes. LOL OK NVM.

Had dinner & explored around again. Visited the Christmas market, beautiful lightings, elegant & different. Couples walking here & there, people drinking cups of hot red wine in the cold weather, speaking French which i could barely understand a word. Well, everything is beautiful, romance in the air! (: i think that's all for day one, PICTURES time!

Paris Eye.

@ the backyard.

winter. :)

love this pic. :)

found a pair of old boots in the house. :( should have bought one but oh well. D:

playing like a 3 years old kid.

thanks to my 'photographer' for being so patient despite it was freezing. :S

ahh, hot soup was just what we needed!

Paris Eye during the night.

some christmas market.

selling hot wine.

look at the bokehs! :)

that guy POTONG! :(

Bokeh again.

snapped from the car.

Eifel tower.

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that's all!

Stay tuned for Day Two!

Chao.

My journey to Paris.

2010-12-08T16:17:00.006+08:00

Bonjour! i'm packing my backpack, last minute! (Y) :D I'm heading to KLIA in a few hours time, i'm flying to Paris! Well, i'll be travelling around Europe i think. Hopefully i can snap good pictures because right now, it's freezing there, most probably snowing? hmmm.

I'll miss Candy badly, my buddy! :( Take care! Remember to take your meals alright. (:

anyway, before i leave this beautiful country for a few weeks, i would like to upload some pictures, wishing everyone an early Merry Christmas. :D See you guys!

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that's all,

chao.

Tze Yun's & Shu Mei's early birthday surprise.

2010-12-07T22:52:00.027+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!

First of all, i would like to wish Happy Birthday to Tze Yun (6/12/10)! as known as my Tze Tzeee! Everything i wanna say to you has been written on the small paper along with your present! Hope you like it! :D Fishes & Birds, they are gonna last forever. ;) All the best in everything my dear friend since form 1! ;) Muackie Muack Muack! I LOVE YOU!

Next, i would like to wish Happy Birthday to Shu Mei (7/12/10) too! I've known you since form 1? Somehow, we got so much closer in form 3! We were classmates & of course, great friends. if they weren't just coincidence, then it had to be fate! :D we almost did everything together haha! anyway, have a blast! love you too!

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For the past few weeks, i've been planning a b'day surprise for both of them. At first, i wanted to make it happen in tze yun's place but it didn't work out well. Transport & all bla bla. sigh. :( So, i decided to hold the surprise on the 5th since it was gonna be a combined party. It would be fair for both of them then. :) Started to contact their parents to cooperate & made reservation. Su Shen was my superheroine too! she helped me with ideas & the cards! The cards wouldn't be a success if she didn't offer to help out. Honestly, i'm not an artistic person at all. -.- btw, we've to do 2! double the work! :(

Fetched amelia & jennifer & nik to tgif, everyone was late as what i expected. LOL.

Well, fortunately, the surprise turned out to be a wonderful success in parade's tgif, 21 guests present. *tze yun's reaction was like, :"hey! what's up? why are you guys here?" shu mei's reaction was like AHHHHHHHH! *covers face, "OMG OMG OMG OMG!" she teared a lil too! :,)

The bill was the climax btw, RM694.05. And we'd only collected rm400+ at first. The tax was crazily high! anyway, thanks to pei en & zheng jie for solving the problem. :D HAHA. Otherwise, all of us could have been washing dishes in tgif!

Lastly, thanks for attending! love you all! :D

My event page on facebook! ;) Saved it as memories.

HI, MY NAME IS NICOLE. DO YOU KNOW ME? I BET YOU DO. SORRY FOR ALL THE FB MSG SPAMS. I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT EVENT PAGE. Thanks to Charmaine for reminding me. Omg, i need to eat more eggs hahahaa. anyway, you shouldn't read this part, they're all craps. alright, here we go.
I want to make this clear, it's gonna be a combined party, a SURPRISE party btw. Everything must be kept as secrets. :/
We will be celebrating on the 5th December 2010,(this coming Sunday).
fyi, their real birthdays are
tze yun: 6/12/10. ; shu mei: 7/12/10.
Here's the plan. Tze Yun will be back from an Interact conference in Seremban. She will be sent to Subang Parade, along with Pei En. So i'm gonna contact her mum to cooperate & bla bla bla.
As for Shu Mei! it's easy! ;) i'll just call her mum to fetch her to parade & act like they're gonna hv dinner in tgif & bla bla bla. She will NEVER expect us to be in it.
#ATTENTION.
!! shu mei is asking me about tze's b'day celebration. so i'm lying to her that we are gonna surprise tze on monday. just to let you guys know if she happens to ask ya'll about it. PEOPLE. PLEASE LIE, FOR GOOD. ♥
I hope everyone can be there by 6p.m to standby. Well, frankly, it depends on tze yun. She will be back around 6p.m.-7p.m. No accurate time fyi. :(
And for those who are going to pay for their meals, i've kindly expanded it to 8 slots. ; taken by nik, kent, zheng jie, messi, pei en, chung ren, xing yiow & victor. that's it. i'll order something expensive for them LOL. good luck guys (Y).
Details:
Date: 5th December 2010 (Sunday)
Venue: Subang Parade's TGIF. (2nd floor)
Time: 6p.m. - 9.30p.m.
Dress code: SUPERDUPER FORMAL LIKE IF YOU'RE GOING FOR PROM. nah just kidding. ;)
#prepare rm5 for cake.
how much should i bring to parade?
the food is pricey in tgif. so maybe you can share with your friends. it will be around rm30+. so yeah. bring rm50 or more. ;)
Special thanks to Su Shen who helped me with ideas, and also making the cards. THANK YOU SO SO MUCH!
i think that's all? do you think i wrote too much? yeahhh. anyway, ask anything! i'm always here for you! nicole rocks! :DD btw, nigahiga is really funny! ♥http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pK4bLMd0avU&NR=1
TEEHEE.
Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!
Love you all!
See youu on 5th Dec peeps!
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Pictures time! (most of the pics are blurry due to the bad lighting. :( my flash was out of battery)

Complete album on fb!

by amelia.

tze yun!

shu mei!

melia, wen yee, jennifer.

nik & yiow.

my dish.

zhuo yi & shen shen.

rm75 secret recipe's Cuppocino cheese cake. ;)

epic. -.-

us. ;) zhuo yi & messi & shen went back btw.

wen yee! :D

jennifer's pose! peace out! :>

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chao.

things change.

2010-12-03T23:00:00.006+08:00

it's amazing how you came right into my heart, without saying a word, you can light up the dark.

the smile on your face, the truth in your eyes, hmmm, when you say nothing at all?

when you say nothing at all -Ronan Keating. (:

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hi pretty & handsome.

remember to wash your hands before you eat!

just a random reminder btw. :/

ok i've nothing to blog. GOODBYE!

i love nigahiga's jokes, teehee! @@

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something different part (iv) ♥

chao.

December is here.

2010-12-01T01:18:00.009+08:00

November has come to an end, December has arrived in a blink of an eye.
Happy December to all my dear readers! (:

Last week was the week of the rights of the children, apparently, many people changed their FB profile pictures to cartoons. Brought back childhood memories. :,)

something different part (iii) ♥

To Remember the Fallen - Analissa Range.

to remember the fallen, is not to remember how they fell, but to remember why and for what.

to remember the fallen, is not only to remember their actions, but to remember the dream for which they fought.

to remember the fallen, is not to remember how they fought, but to remember who they fought for.

to remember the fallen, is to remember their reason, to remember their dreams, and to remember those they fought to save.

to remember the fallen, we continue their fight, we carry their dreams.and we finish what they start.
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stay tuned.
chao.
x.

There's a miracle out there.

2010-11-28T19:06:00.020+08:00

something different part (ii) ♥
It is the star of fascination for me, It is the star of my fantasy, It is the star of my dreams, It is the star that belongs to me.

Far above in that sky, Is a small star of mine, Star where life exists, That star shines brighter then light.

A star that is all alone, A star that is full of love, A star where I have to reach, A star of my dreams.

It is the star that lies beyond the sun, It is the star of ultimate truth, It is star of love and peace, It is star where my soul lives.

It is the one to call me, It is the one to attract me, It is the one I’ll love to see, It is the one I have to reach.
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To be continued.
x

Santa is coming to town.

2010-11-27T11:02:00.040+08:00

there are two types of people in this world, i'm one of them.

Howdy people! Today is a bright day. i just had my breakfast! oh yes, BREAKFAST! I couldn't remember when was the last time i actually had it. LOL. Anyway, woke up early and went for basketball training. ;) Yesterday, mummy requested me to capture some pictures of my house's Christmas tree. The Christmas decoration was done the day before yesterday. During the shoot, i finally got a closer look of my house, -.- like after 15 years living in it, seeing the long years stretching out and the passage of time would begin to melt into golden, warm gold. The lil details around you, even if they're so tiny, i just realized that they have one thing in common, which is, they're all stunningly beautiful after giving a closer look at them. Well, try it! :D you can see the difference. ;)
Btw, I'm expecting Christmas with great anticipation. :,) hopefully it turns out to be splendid.

anyhoo, pictures time. enjoy.

Christmas decoration.

Christmas waves a magic wand over this world, and behold, everything is softer and more beautiful.
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dug up some cute lil things from the cupboard.

something different part (i)

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HAAHAHAHAA.

ok not funny ;/

stay tuned.

chao.

A splendid dinner in a million years.

2010-11-25T00:02:00.012+08:00

Having adventurous dreams lately. They're always something unpleasant but i just don't wanna wake up. It's like living in those dreams, you die if you wake up, you live if you sleep. However, when i'm already awakened, just by recalling those dreams, i feel stupid. *LOL. :D

ok cut the crap, i'll post about my dinner @ Jaya33 before the day my relatives left KL.

Fav pic of the night.

doesn't this look like an advertisement for clothes? LOL.

Bye for now.
Stay tuned.
x.

Mummy's Birthday 20/11/10.

2010-11-23T18:54:00.013+08:00

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart. :)

Life has been good lately. Not too lifeless, but free and easy. At least i could find things to keep myself busy and also prevent myself from rotting at home. Relatives had come to visit us & stayed for one week. Well, last week was filled with good food, shopping malls & good food again. Eventually, it left me no option but fats & fats & fats. -.- went to jog alone around my housing area and felt rather awkward. So decided to jog @ crocodile lake farm near holiday villa with my cousins. Jogged 3 rounds, 3.8km ;) Was motivated by my cousins. (Y) HAHAAA. Went to Pavillion & Midvalley. Bought quite a number of clothes for the first time in 2010. DRESSES(L). fyi, I rarely go for shopping. 1st, i'm lazy to shop. 2nd, couch potato virus. ):
anyhoo, pictures time! :D
19/11/10 @Tian Pin Ge Ge restaurant.

20/11/10, 12a.m. @home. Mummy's birthday celebration.

b'day cake.

my handmade card. :D

Present which i hunted in Penang. :)

group photos. :)
more updates coming up! stay tuned.
chao.
x

Eta's Penang Trip Day 3

2010-11-21T00:46:00.015+08:00

Third day of Penang trip! okay, i've to recall. Woke up for breakfast. We had our meal @ MCD in Gurney. Despite it wasn't anything special, it was enjoyable. Before checking out, we had around 2hrs time. Went to the beach! :D We played jin gu bak & captain ball. Extremely fun! Snapped a group picture on a small island. Jumped into the pool before packing up to leave. :)

i'm now suffering from fatigue. going to fly to my dreamland soon. nights. x.

edited; on the way back to kl, we watched paranormal activity 2 in the bus. Wasn't so freaked out because i was watching with a large group of people. (: Frankly, there was this certain amount of misery building inside me. Living with friends for a few days was really great, the feeling was so different, taking care of yourself, waking up early, thinking twice before spending money and more etc. It was like you were never alone & always get entertained by people around you. Most importantly, our friendship got stronger as we got closer to each other by second. It would be a splendid trip if all the etaians joined but sadly no. :( Anyway, i'll definitely miss everything we had been through. Thanks guys. ;) i made a video too.

http://www.facebook.com/permalink.php?story_fbid=146522565395771&id=1834122284
or http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1334888392311 (larger view)

A trip to remember, Memories forever.♥

maine & I.

mei, maine & I.

played jin gu bak.

messi and i.

KENWING! :P

mei & I

nik & I

chung. :)

captain ball!

our gay stalker. :(

group pic.

jumped into the pool before checking out.

yiow.

cole. :P

on the way back to kl.

paranormal activity 2.
That's all for penang trip.
Chao. ;)

Eta's Penang Trip Day 2.

2010-11-17T22:40:00.008+08:00

Alright Peeps! I'm here to update about 2nd day of class trip. Another day filled with its excitement. :D Woke up & dressed up. Morning called everyone. HEHE. (: Had breakfast @ pulau tikus. Later, went to visit Botanical Garden. We weren't encouraged to bring food along because according to my friends, the monkeys @ BG are crazy. They snatch stuff especially when you're having food with you. So yeahhh, saw a number of monkeys. :3 and just noticed that they're all chung ren's brothers & sisters. LOL. Explored around the garden with a tram. We said HIIII to every angmos who passed by, we were like jakuns from a jungle. Anyway, they responded with smiles & waved their hands. :) awww. We had ice creams tooo. The weather was perceptibly burning hot. Next, we visited queensbay mall. We were given around 3 hours to hv our lunch and walk around. Most of them went to watch movie. However, Jennifer, Shu Mei, Shee Yen & I went for roller skating. ;) Great experience. (Y)
Returned to the hotel & decided to have some fun @ the beach. Stopped by the swimming pool to watch them play. Soaked my legs in the pool & guess what? My legs were dragged into the pool by my friends -.-. Nice people, nice. GOSH i wasn't even sure whether if i could swim. HAHAHAHA. anyway, I can, i just realised that i CAN SWIM afterall! boo you. :PP Played monkey and ice & water. HAD LOTS of FUN. Sadly, our going-to-beach plan failed. :( sigh. Had our dinner @ batu ferringhi. :) bought a dslr necklace with Rm18. I'd been finding it for quite a long time anyway. Had our party in a suite. OMG AWESOME! :) IT'S SOOOO BIG! Cheers.

complete album on facebook! :)

shu mei, jeevan, me & pei en.

Chung Ren's brother.

Chilling with ice cream. ;)

Botanical jump.
p/s: i didn't know how to wear my headband without getting my hair messy. -.- i failed.

roller skating. ;)

us. ;D

Pool time. ;) somehow, chung is always epic.

nik too. LOL.

maine, mei, cole.

group pic.

see what i mean?

dinner @ batu ferringhi.

girls ;)

nice right?

;)

a pic with my new necklace.
seriously i rarely buy these kind of things. But it explains me. Doesn't it?

a pic of the party room. ;)

paranormal activity 2.

partying.

scandal. ;D

what's the password? Hancock!

gambling.

Eta's Penang Trip Day 1.

2010-11-14T23:46:00.012+08:00

After 1month+ of organizing, our class trip eventually succeeded. :)

We invited other class's people too because we had insufficient amount of people. Anyway, it was a safe trip & i enjoyed A LOT. it's been a long time ever since i felt so lively. HAHA. Everything was so amazing that I've no idea where to start from. Well, today, i'll post about our 1st day in Penang. ;) The bus was comfortable because it was a 40seats bus and we had only 22 people. Thus, most of them took 2 seats per person. ;) Caught up some sleep & shared our junk food. Awesome moments with friends. ;) We arrived there around 4p.m. Checked in @ Hotel Tanjung Bungah. The beach wasn't VERY beautiful yet satisfying. (: Settled down & went to the beach.' Camwhored' with friends. (; Later, we had our dinner @ gurney & shopped in Plaza.

Pictures will do the talking.

p/s: i've uploaded all the pics on facebook, check it out. ;)

tze (: miss you throughout the trip.

Liga Basketball's teammates.

Wing & Wei.

Bus group shot.

1st tapak stop.

peekabooz?

SS-ing.

i requested him to act cute.

ash & I

ash, maine, me.

hahaha my fries.

camwhore time!

Starfruit!

;)

our room, sea view.

danial.

monkeys!

Waves!

Penang bridge.

Jie's legs.

my slippers.

group pic. most of the guys were @ the pool.

captain ball!

@ Gurney for dinner.

maine.

Danboooo!

charkueytiao.

ow jian.

group pic @ gurney.

@ plaza.

outfit for the night.

party @ xing's

Drunk.

Black jack.

I MISS EVERYTHING BADLY.
2nd day coming up soon!

Your Face.

2010-11-10T16:29:00.004+08:00

I've been thinking...
if someone could change his/her way when he's/she's asking a favor, he/she could definitely make a difference.
I've never ever met someone who could be so annoying. as in like repeating something over & over again using the same dull tone, the same demanding expression. if you could change your attitude, it will be better for both sides. We have been putting so much effort to organize our class trip & yet till today, just because of some minor problems like passing up forms, you're saying 'I'm going to cancel this trip'. I thought people should be giving encouragements instead of being such a pessimist. Yes, we do appreciate your commitment in this whole thing. I've nothing left to say. Just stop pushing us to the dead end, please. We work & carry out our responsibilities, but that doesn't mean we are slaves. I don't mind doing anything, but i really hope you could kindly change your attitude. :)

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anyway, i'm officially attending guitar classes. okay, it is a lil screw-up-able. As you know, i'm not really into music. I've no music cells in me. When there's a will, there's a way! i'm gonna try my best to catch up. Hopefully everything goes well. ;) And yeah, we got our gemala, it's quite thin. :X will update about it soon or later. SM & I felt like drug addicts when we were working in bilik bahasa. (hyped up!) View her blog & you'll know what happened. btw, we had another pizza class party as we still had some class fund. Great time. (;

The pictures explain it all. :D
kthxbye!
chaoo.
x.

First Halloween Party 6/11/10.

2010-11-07T02:43:00.015+08:00

HALLOWEEN PARTY WAS SUPERB!

HAD A GREAT TIME!

Trick or Treat, Candies, People, Food, Costumes!

LOVESSSS.

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Halloween party was supposed to be our 3Eta Class Party as we still haven't finished using the class fund. However, we didn't manage to overcome all the obstacles that have been placed in our path. Victor's sudden off & on & off again, confusing people, spoiling the party mood. sigh. The majority of people couldn't attend & so on. :( Most of them were having dinner dates. ): Eventually, it turned out to be a friends' gathering party. LOL.

Fetched Messi to Shu Mei's house. (: Met Zheng Jie, Wei Chien & Chun Kit. Quite a number of Bryan's form4's friends were there alrd. We cam whore a lil around the area. Later, had dinner @ her place. Tasted her mum's cook. The food was delicious ;) Margaret & Yao Her arrived after that. I was glad that they made it because we didn't expect them to turn up. Thanks! :D Ditched the guys & went to get ready with our wings & bunnies' ears in shu mei's room! HAHAA.

Around 8.25p.m., it started to drizzle. We were walking in the rain, trick-or-treat-ing. :P Went to ring houses & got candies from them. :P People in fancy costumes could be seen in the neighbourhood. The houses at that area were really pretty & ENORMOUS. LOL. Walking in heels was really a pretty bad idea. -.-
anyway, the main point is, i had a lot of fun. It was an amazing experience. Once again, thanks for the food & the invitation. (:

Pictures will do the talking. ;)

@home.

@shu mei's place.

Zheng Jie, Wei Chien, Me & Messi.

A pic of chun kit. ;)

Zheng Jie, Diploma. (Y)

Random. :)

Bryan & I! HAHA.

Shumei & I.

Scandal CAUGHT!

credit to Shu Mei.

Look at my ribbon bow ;)

Trick Or Treat?

ding dong! :P

decorations. ;)

:P

:( got to snap a picture with others on the road. but too bad, blur.

THE PUMPKIN IS SO FRIGGIN CUTE! :P and the guy at the back :3

group pic by a random house maid.

Dearest people who showed up.

Candy Bags! :P

Candies!

we had muruku(s) tooo!

Eugene & Bryan. :)

Tap-Taping.

Yao Her & I. Thanks for sending me home! ;D

Jenning, Eugene, Me & Shu Mei.

MORE PICTURES ON FB!
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That's all!
shall upload more pics in my next post!
stay tuned.
BYE! :)

you shine.

2010-11-06T00:51:00.006+08:00

can you believe it? it's already 5th of nov? pmr ended on the 12th. wow, my pmr holidays pass like a random fella passes a random bus stop. so i've no idea what i am doing. maybe that's the whole point of oh-so-great pmr's holidays for. No guidance, no targets, just you, staring at the eternity alone. oh crap why am i saying all these. Nah, not a bunch of emo stuff. :( i just feel so different, surprised at how time flies, at how people grow old by years. & the fact that there's no way i can get back into the past? HAHA. wth am i talking? well, as the days pass by, i'll think about next year, a whole new year. new subjects, new class, new challenges & tons of tuition. OHMYGOD. how am i gonna survive? i meant my current life is like so damn relaxing. (: like a flower in your garden, like a bird flying in the sky, like a 4 years old kid watching barney, like a girl having a new haircut, like me with no worries. i can stay up late, i can watch my fav movie, i can dream about anything with a perfect ending & wake up without knowing the time. Maybe, MAYBE it's time to look into the reality. No one can live like that forever. It's going to end soon. but who cares, because now, i'm gonna enjoy till the max, with no regrets! :P as a conclusion, stop thinking that you're lifeless or whatever, you're the one controlling yourself, if you think it's fine, then it's fine; if you think it's wrong, then it's wrong. This is the time that you have no definite rights or wrongs, this is the time YOU enjoy yourself! ;)

alright, anyway, there will be a halloween party @ shu mei's place tomorrow. oh yeah, it was SUPPOSSED to be @ victor's place. But he had this sudden function that we couldn't use his house; thousand sighs. we had no choice but to take shu mei's house. ): hope everything goes on well.

p/s: sorry for the long post. you see, i've nothing but time? LOL.

Sour Grapes.

2010-11-05T01:27:00.004+08:00

Blue is the male principle, stern and spiritual. Yellow the female principle, gentle, cheerful and sensual. Red is matter, brutal and heavy and always the colour which must be fought and vanquished by the other two. Picked from brainyquote.

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i made up a theory.
even if i'm lifeless, even if i'm doing nothing productive,
as long as i enjoy it,
it's fine & maybe, it's great too. (:
somehow yeahhh.
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Just a short update, byebye!
x.

An outing to remember.

2010-11-03T22:43:00.023+08:00

WOMANBEAUTIFUL;GUYHOT;BABYCUTE.
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Finally, I went to pyramid for a movie. Before the movie started, Shu Mei & I went to hunt for our halloween costumes. All the costumes cost a BOMB. Eventually, we just bought some accessories. :D Bumped into quite a number of people today. LOL. Coincidentally, we were sitting on the same row with shyen & her friends. :O SAME ROW! HAHA. Watched Life, as we know it with shu mei, mei sze, anna, su shen, aisyah, cheng wei & zi yean. Well, just laughed a lot throughout the movie. ;) After that, went to accompany Mei Sze in chicken rice shop as she hadn't eaten anything yet. :D Visited forever21 for the 1st time too. 8) Had a stimulating day.

seriously i don't like taking pics with my phone. -.-

camwhore a lil.

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That's all. :D

OH YEAHHH. My mum bought Supernatural season 3 for me!

HOOORAY! So you know what's next! :P

Bye!

photos credit: Nokia N86.

My new Ipad.

2010-11-01T22:06:00.004+08:00

so many occurrences have crossed the line,
emotions scattered, all a blur,
racing moment that taken place,
some good some bad some i hate to erase.
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Went to school because i had to attend a class trip meeting. Coincidentally, there was this recycle thingy event going on this morning. We had no choice but to participate. Tze Yun came out with this brilliant idea of making an ipad model. LOL. Eventually, we succeeded! Take a look at the pictures HAHAH. :) Had quite a joyous moment throughout the process though. Back to the topic, class trip is now both good and bad. (Y)(N) *grumble.
Currently watching Japanese drama, One Litre Of Tears, touching show. Btw, I AM DESPERATE. I WANNA BUY SUPERNATURAL SEASON 3! don't you think it's so weird & stupid to hang in the middle out of nowhere without knowing the ending of the show. -.- Oh, and i realised that i've no fate with Sunway Pyramid, like seriously. == shall skip school tomorrow! YEAHHH! :P

don't get me wrong, this is my new ipad.
our Apad.

my group mates. :)

We cannot hold a torch to light another's path without brightening our own.

our trip's OC. Epic.

that's all for today,
goodbye!
x.

photos credit: Nokia N86.

Morning, Noon, Night.

2010-10-31T22:26:00.009+08:00

All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on.
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Hi everybody! ;D
i've nothing better to do, so yeah, decided to update my blog.
But the problem is there's nothing special going on, again. LOL.
how lifeless can this be?
my mum encourages me to get a part time job, my cousin brother encourages me to go for guitar classes, oh, & even attend french classes. LOL.
so this is it, i've so many options right infront of me.
and all of em are so tempting. *grin.
Each day brought a new set of problem, and each problem was a challenge, a puzzle to be solved, a new game to be won. (:
maybe, i was caught up in something beyong imagination.
HAHA. sorry, just crapping around.

Alright, i need more entertaiments. Otherwise, i'll be changing my FB's profile picture because i'm BORED. HAHA. & it's annoying LOL. Btw, i'm going to reveal something here today. # I'm literally stalking celebrities on facebook, google, youtube, twitter etc. I felt an overwhelming desire to become a freaking star. This is ABSOLUTELY crazy, SO INSANE. gosh I need to read more books seriously. okay, i think that's all for today. Love yourself people! ♥

Goodbye! Tata!
x.

p/s: i've no idea why I 'LOL' so frequently in this post. LOL!

Bob wants a job.

2010-10-30T22:45:00.016+08:00

Beauty for some provides escape, who gain a happiness in eyeing the gorgeous buttocks of the ape or Autumn sunsets exquisitely dying.
Birds sing after a storm; why shouldn't people feel as free to delight in whatever remains to them?

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I NEED A PART TIME JOB. :D
i'm a very nice & friendly person, just like the picture shown below. LOL! :D

BOOOO!
HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!
going to attend a halloween party @ victor's place on the 7th Nov! Vampires, anyone? :B
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this post will be edited soon;
just to keep you posted, goodnight beloved ones!
x.

if tomorrow comes.

2010-10-30T00:03:00.021+08:00

you were like a sponge, earasing the past, soaking up the future.
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Few seconds before this, i was hesitating whether if i should update or not. Apparently, there isn't anything special to blog about. I have no idea how i slept this whole afternoon. LOL. I wasn't tired but i just wanted to dream, dream about something pleasant perhaps. Unfortunately, i forgot everything i dreamed about. Fail. :) Went to school at 10a.m. to pay up some fees. OMG i was soooo glad that i managed to hear my alarm clock. *applaud. :) looks like i've a superb instrument after all, my EAR DRUM. It worked perfectly this morning, oh keep it up kay! :) LMAO.

I went to school in my I♥SU shirt. Sorry i'm telling you this because i want to make this post looks longer LOL. Worked in koperasi because i had no where else to go. Had a fishy talk with tze yun. She's gonna grow into a bigger fish to get other fishes. And i'm having many optional fishes too. HAHAHAHAAAA. ok nvm lol. Currently adores Dean Winchester in SuperNatural, cheesy cute guy. :3

loves.
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ANYWAY, I'M GOING TO TRY TO GET MY FIRST PART TIME JOB IN MCD. :(

YEAAHHHHHHHHHH! *screams.

well, it's not about money,

it's just all about eating french fries in the kitchen & die there. LOL.
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All men dream, but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds, wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act on their dreams with open eyes, to make them possible.
:)

shall keep you updated,
goodbye for now. x.

Hectic day.

2010-10-28T22:22:00.007+08:00

today has been a lil more hectic compared to the other days, was suffering from a severe muscle pain but kinda enjoyed it WTH LOL. ok it's weird but oh wells, i guess it wasn't so bad after all? went to school to settle some photography unit's shirt stuff & yeah, started to rot in class after that. gosh, watching people play chor dai ti and had no idea how does the game flow was killing me. So there was this determination, building inside me. Started to observe & learn. Got the idea of the game & caught up the rules. anyway, i'm still suck @ it seriously. Let's see, practice makes perfect? no? :) ah, craps. ._____. later, had a morning chat with my fellow prefects friends in the canteen. Helped out in the koperasi & was offered a free drink. Thank god it killed time. :P

GOSH CLASS TRIP! -_- i'm trying to straighten things up but why don't people just pick up their phones? looks like a bad day for me. let's hope tomorrow will be a better day! :D

If you pissed me off, i swear i'm not gonna smile at you this time. LIMITS. it's unbearable. i've been thinking things from different perspective, and it's giving me a headache. what how who why? 'why' was the hardest for me.

just a short update! tata!

The star shines down.

2010-10-26T14:51:00.010+08:00

okay so. there's this curse going on. okay so. there's this prob that i haven't been playing for months. okay so. there's this thing that i'm nervous.

no they ain't things that i'm putting blame on. it's just me. And that's how disappointing when people passed the ball to you, and you couldn't score. It's like you hurt someone who trusted you. so yeah, it sucked. and all the chances, opportunities people gave you, i just couldn't hold em tight. it was like drinking bubble tea without bubbles in it. :P and all i can do is smack my head, and say OHH SHIT. it's not that i can't do it, well i also don't know lah, something is wrong with my nervous system. it works differently somehow. i'm lost. gone. sigh. got to do something bout it. :( oh yeah, terrific sun burnt! worth it though.

anyway, at least we got second. :) & had a great time with Nik, Xing Yiow, Tze Yun, Aravin, Joshua & Wei Chien. thanks people! you guys were the bombs! :P lesson learned.

I WILL BE BACK, after a good night sleep.

exhausted.

Neffi & I. :)

Tze Tze & I.

our super star! 8)

the court.

if you get what i mean.

#as a score keeper.

SuperNatural.

2010-10-25T20:50:00.011+08:00

Currently watching Supernatural.
DEAN : HOTNESS! *DROOLS.
Gets a lil creepy at times, so hold on tight to your cushion, blanket or whatever!
:D

Left, Dean ; Right, Sam.
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After PMR, i've become lifeless, which was expected. Going to school tomorrow for a Liga Basketball Competition. Oh great, i've not been playing for like the past 6 months? :( shall give it a try! Let's kick asses tomorrow!

As you walk down the fairway of life you must smell the roses, for you only get to play one round.

just like a banana, it can never look like a papaya. :(

Candy & Junior.

2010-10-24T17:29:00.008+08:00

Aloha! a very good afternoon to everyone! :P
feeling new? yea, i changed my blogskin! let's hope it will last long. HAHA.

i've been hugging my spongebob(well, i named it shushubob since it was a gift from shu mei) all this while; sleeping, watching TV, online, reading etc. :) I LOVE SHUSHUBOB!

This post will be flooded with dogs' pictures. And the main characters are Candy & Junior. I've been snapping their pictures during the month of August i think. Well, it was PMR hot season which means i didn't manage to blog! :( HAHA, so i'll post them up today! *applaud.
:D Apparently Candy is my pet. Fyi, Junior is my cousin's adopted pet. He's still young. :P As a conclusion, Candy is now officially Junior's cousin sister. It's complicated. However, they couldn't seem to get along at all. Candy treats Junior as if he's her enemy. LOL. ok, so pictures should be able to do the talking. ;)

Candy.

Junior.

Conflict.

Mother's Care.

Brought Junior back home.

Flushed with anger.

Taken by phone. :D

DOGS ARE SO ADORABLE! :D

that's all!

Tata, Stay Tuned!

Happy 15th Birthday.

2010-10-21T23:59:00.009+08:00

thanks to cousin bro, shee yen, ashley & tze yun, aravin, chun kit, ekent & xing yiow & nik danial, mum, victor, amelia & jennifer, wei chien, shu mei, razaly & ken wing.

HI PEEPS!

First of all, I would like to tell you that this is the BEST birthday i've ever had in my life. :)

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The day before my day, my friends were reminding me to attend school on my birthday. I was expecting some celebration might occur in school. Somehow, everyone seemed to be so mysterious. I had this bad feeling throughout the day before my b'day. I was wondering if there will be glue on my chair, or salts in my bottle, or maybe even some barney dolls on my seat. HAHA. well, it was a total surprise that the class was kind of empty. All my good friends were absent. -.- Started to receive messages like: I'M SORRY NICOLE! I OVERSLEPT! WILL PASS U THE PRESENT TOMORROW K! SORRYYYY! :( i got SCAMMED.

Arrived home & was amazed by my sight. Catering was done. I was like OH MY. Entered the house and the living room was decorated with flying balloons. :) Parents were like: WHHEEEHEE, gonna celebrate your b'day with ur family only!

Slowly went up, feeling suspicious. The study room was locked. Knocked the door, then POOF.

"SURPRISE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" the guys came out out of a sudden. i was then startled. HAHA. got to find the girls. :P They hid @ my maid's room which was on the third floor. HAHA , another "SURPRISEEEE!" and guess what, i fell down from the stairs. -.- obviously none of them helped, but LAUGHEDDDD. :D Later, found Amelia & Jennifer hiding behind the door of my guest room. :D

Changed & gosh couldn't find a dress. -.- ok nvm forget bout that. Had a wonderful lunch because the food was awesome! The guys started off with this 'wasabi food' challenge. It was dreadful because Xing Yiow was there. The played jin gu bak & sadly Nik & Ken Wing were the ones who had to finish up the disgusting food which was 'designed' by xing yiow. :D

Next, gathered around Candy, showed them some tricks. :D and then played some stick-the-clown's-nose game. ok RANDOM. The guys went to play PS3 while the girls went out for some camwhoring. Played some poker games too. :D FUN.

Around 4.30p.m., went to cut the cake. Well, not really a cake, but formed by many cupcakes, if you get what i mean. Sang song, blow candles, eat. :P OK. HAHA. Experienced a CUPCAKE CREAM ATTACK BY NIK DANIAL. -.- not a very good idea.

Thanks to those who wished me face-to-face, and those who sent me a message, and those who wished me on facebook or msn. :) thank you people! I'm really grateful for what you guys had planned for me! I've never felt so satisfied before. Special thanks to Shu Mei for being such a great organizer without me noticing anything & also my parents who called the catering company. Thanks for putting so much effort on making the wishing board for me. :B Thank you for the surprise people. I'll never forget today. Never ever. :)

Pictures time! :D

stalked by my dad. :P

arrived.

found them! :P

catering

guys.

girls.

super wasabi beeeee.

me, shu mei, ash, tze tze.

tze tze & I

shu & i

wing, chien, yiow & kent.

shu, ash & i.

melia & I

yours truly, wing & chien.

melia. :)

eta yellow group shot. :)

points ;D

cupcakes! :3

attacked. :(

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ONCE AGAIN, THANK YOU EVERYONE!